my life

wah..

2009-12-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

i long time din come here to write liao lo... so blank here lo.. hehe... so today i must cincai also must write something in here so tat i can happy... haih... recently study very sien lo.. stupid utar la... make my exam stop for a week den only continue.. so long a period makes me no mood to study de lo.. haih... sad la.. nvm la.. study la.. no choice

没有你的日子

2009-08-31T14:16:00.002+08:00

我和你分手也差不多一个月了吧？你过得还习惯吗？我还是有些想念你。对不起，我伤你的心上的这么深，我也很心痛，但是我俩就是无法挽回了吧？（我也不知道）
最近都很忙，忙着做assgnment, presentation, final exam 又要来了！！真的很想不到，这么快的，第一学期就快要过了，还真的有点快。
在这里的生活，erm...还是一样咯，晚上和朋友喝茶啊，聊聊咯，没什么特别啦！只是一想到大考要到了就有点紧张了，我有很多东西要读啊！！！
好累，真得好累了........

What really happened?

2009-07-18T17:10:00.002+08:00

Actually these few days we like din talk to each other, and i suddenly feel so weird, and feel like we really far apart d.... I dunno why i like nothing to say when on call with you? Last time when we on call there is sure many things to say until you say want sleep d must close d, but now is on calling but keep on in silent. Is it there really have something in between us? Is it distance love really cant link between you and me?

That time you sent wrong message to me that was suppose to another guy, i really dun like it, i really din expect that you would write these kind of message to others and i really cant accept my girl friend said that she need others shoulder, is that my problem? Am i thinking too much already? I dunno why suddenly feel like our distance really really far apart, and i not dare to tell you. I scare that it will affect your exam mood.

Last time i really think that distance love will not be a problem, but now i myself also not sure already. I feel like the love is decreasing......... I feel like i'm not able to support you, everytime you call me i just can ask you to be tough, jia you, and there is nothing else i can do. I am just a failure, i cant even help you to do a thing. Compare to your friend, they really can help you much better than i do, and they are even more concern you than me?? I now only know i am so bad, and i not even know how to concern you... Why i have so many bad impression? Why can't i just be a good boy friend to support you by your side? Why i can't help you and do a better things for you??

Lonely

2009-05-26T12:10:00.001+08:00

Back to kampar again, butis without my dear beside me this time. Can i get through all this? can i? i really miss her, everytime do anything she also will with me by my side, she will support me, although sometime i do things she will scold, but she done all things is for my good, and i really appreciate it very much.THANK YOU MY DEAR.

Memorable Penang Trip...

2009-05-10T01:05:00.006+08:00

On the 7th of May till 9 of May, my good friends from UTAR, Xse Sien, Chee Yoong, came to my hometown to have a trip here. Batu Ferringgi, a place that near beach in penang but i never been there before, so silly. They were arrive on 4pm on 7th of may. Me and ch go to bus station to fetch them all go to a apartment that we have rent it earlier on.
After we reach the apartment, we started to eat as all of them are hungry because they sitting bus from kampar to penang and it takes about 5 hours to reach the destination. Everyone is eating and Cho Dai Di-ing.

Around 6pm something, we went to beach There have many water activities but it cost a lot for us and so, we did not really playing on the beach. Me and Xse Sien riding horse. It was the first time i'm riding a horse. I can feel the movement of the spine of the horse when i ride on it.

The very first time i'm riding a horse...

At night, we all eating steamboat that are prepare by ch mother. It was very delicious and kinda find there. i eat until very full and almost cant move at all. Haha, it was fun.
After having our dinner, we all starting to cho dai di again. We playing that for the whole night until 3am only ew stopped playing. At that time, some of us alr start to feel tired and sleepy. Finally everyone slept on around 5am.

On the second day of our trip, we wake up around 10am to pack our things as we must check out on 12pm. Before we leave the apartment, we celebrated xse sien birthday althought his birthday is on next week as we cant manage to celebrate with him next week. After we check out from the apartment, firstly, we went to botanical garden. Our primary aim is to feed the monkey there. Unfortunately, eveyone is scared of the monkey!! The monkey there looks too fierce and they ran away ans sk is thr one who ran the fastest!!Haha.

Next, we went to Penang hill. We going up to the hill by train there.The train are moving very slow until we can faster than the train just by walking...hehe. When we reach the top of the mountain, everythings were looks nice. We take some photo there and also eat ice cream before we went down.

After that, we went to KEK LOK SI. We just have some walk there and tajing some picture as the place are very large and we are tired to walk the whole place. Xse Sien was praying there to pass his Physic exam there too!!

Next, we went to eat penang's Laksa which are famous in penang. Everyone enjoying their lunch there. Then, we went to ch house to rest and bath before we went to other place again.
The last journey is at Gurney. There have a lot of penang famous food. We were having our dinner there and spent the whole night there talking together. We were playing with bubble too.

Around 12am, we were going back to ch house. The whole night we play and chatting until around 5am only everyone were sleepy and sleep.

On the next day, we woke on 8 something to wash up as their bus were on 8.45am. Finally ch and i sent then to bus station and we takibg photos there too. Goodbye my friend, i really enjoy this trip very much and i will miss you all. Fairwell........my friends

为什么人生气的时候使用喊的？

2009-04-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

因为我们丧失了“冷静”，所以我们会用喊？
当两个人生气的时候心的距离是很远的，而为了掩盖当中的距离使对方能够听见，于是就用喊的。
但是在喊的同时人会更生气，更生气距离就更远，距离更远就要喊更大声。
当两个人在相恋的时候情况刚好相反，不但不会用喊的，而且说话都很轻声细语，因为他们的心很接近，心与心之间几乎没有距离，所以相恋中的两个人通常是耳语式的说话，但是心中的爱因而更深，到后来根本不需要言语，只要用眼神就可以传情，而那时心与心已经没有所谓的距离。
当两个人争吵时，不要让心的距离变远，更不要说那些让心的距离更远的话，自然过了几天，等心的距离没有那么远了再好好说。

Happy Birthday!

2009-03-27T00:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, 26th of March was my birthday.

She said that will celebrate with me since i never really celebrate my birthday before. One day before my birthday, she bought a cake for me after our lecture, but don't want to let me see!! See how cute she is.... Hehe...

On 12am, once i finish bathing, she suddenly ran to me and wish me happy birthday. That time i really feel shock. Although i know she will wish me, but i did not expect that it will be like this. After all, i still very happy for what she have done for me. She sang birthday song for me and together we take this advantage to take photo too. Hehe...

How about my birthday cake?? It was nice actually. There were two love shape chocolate on it and because of that also she choose to buy it.

Thank you my dear, for all that you have done to celebrate my birthday... i will appreciate it!!It was a memorable birthday.

I love you!!!

Me and her...

My birthday cake!!I love it...

My birthday present...nice right?haha...

Penang? Kampar? KL?

2009-02-27T20:38:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow night will back to kampar again
I can say that i only got a bit miss here-Penang

Why?
Most of the people who left their hometown will very very miss their hometown but for me,i rather live outside than live with my family.
At penang here i really cant feel any freedom.
I got think of dunwn back penang when my sem break after my dear go to KL.
I rather go find hre in KL when i got time compare to going back to my hometown.
If i can go KL den ll be perfect for me,but i really cant.

My dear,i know that u really hope that i can go KL with u and i willing to go with u but i really cant.I'm sorry for this.I know u already say this problem many many times also and suffer in this problem many many days untill u cant slp well and always cry.
At here,i promise you that i will love you forever and i really will more sayang you no matter what happen.

I'M SORRY,I LOVE YOU

HER BIRTHDAY

2009-02-26T21:04:00.003+08:00

yesterday,25th of february was her 19th birthday

I go find her about 12.30pm, then we went out because i want to bring her out to have a nice lunch. We went for lunch once we reached there. We went to eat at TAIWAN BULL(串烧鸡块石煲饭) . Then we have a good walk together at there. A while later, we went to eat again ice-cream and SHI LING's XXL crispy chicken chop.Wow, it taste good! Then we went back d.

I straight away went to her house to joined her party with her family and accompanied her.

haha...really have a nice day with her.

Her birthday present...

Me with her...

VALENTINE

2009-02-15T11:08:00.004+08:00

yesterday,14th of feb:

A meaningful day for all couples...
For me,
this was the first time i celebrate with my gf

i woke up in the morning earlier than ever to buy 2pm movie ticket as all movie had already fully book.

I received my first present when i went to find her

It was a wallet!!!

12:50pm, we went to queensbay. Window shop a whileand then around 1:30pm we walked ahead to cinema We bought some food as our lunch and enjoy eating in the cinema with the movie " All Well, Ends Well". we were in the cinema during 1:50pm until 3:30pm.

After that, we went for our dinner at KIM GARY.

Finally, we went to sunshine square as there were selling couple tee. We were really planning to buy it. But after all, i bought her a "bouquet" of bears. Then only we went back.

It was a memorable page in my life

I really have a happy day

I LOVE YOU!!

Before VALENTINE DAY

2009-02-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

Today,
a day before valentine's day,
i already planning what to do tomorrow well enough,
nothing can interrupt my plan!!!
I wont let any accident to happen tomorrow
Tomorrow,
the very meaningful day for both of us,
it muz be a very nice day,
a very memorable day that will not forget by both of us
I will let it be a good memory for both of us
Gambate!!
Hope she will like all the things that i've done for her
I LOVE YOU CH
Hope u'll enjoy your tomorrow

对不起

2009-02-11T01:36:00.002+08:00

对不起
让你失望
太多人比我强
也承认我平凡
我已经拼命追赶。
就算再付出
我都撑得住
我不怕辛苦
只要你满足就可以了
真的
只要你好

我爱你

2009-02-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

当你在我心中，微笑一直在我的脸孔
默默在你心中，我也会有一点感动
我知道我最爱你，永不放弃，因为有你在我的心里
你和我不分离
我要跟你手牵手永远不回头，一起勇敢向前走
如果有什么波折，有我的胸口紧紧贴在你左右
一直握着你的手，永远不回头应为你是我的梦
永不放弃，因为爱你
若你是星星，我是你的天空

Why??

2009-01-28T16:46:00.004+08:00

WHY???I always ask myself...
Why i cant do this?
Why i cant do that?
Why i cant drive?
Why i cant go out myself ?
Why i cant fetch my gf with vehicle?
Why i cant get renew licence while others can?
Why others parents can give everythings to their children while my parents just know how to say NO?
Why i always makes thing worst?
Why i cant have what i wan?
Why i was born?
Why i must have this kind of life?
Why i cant have a better life?
Why Why Why???
Why i have so many question in my life?
Is it what i most scared of will happened in no time?
i just want a simple life,
why my life just only can be fill with darkness?
i can see no light in my world!
what i know is black and darkness in my world...in my life...
I HATE MY LIFE
I sometimes really hope that i can end up my life faster!
I'm just nothing but a useless people in this world....
Rubbish...

bad mood

2009-01-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

Haih...this few days all also have no mood to study,although i really need to study.
Very scared i cant get the gred that i persued at.
can i get wat i wan ?
or my fate is always cant get wat i wan?
i really dunno....
~mysterious~

Dye Hair

2009-01-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

For the 1st time in my life,yesterday,i went to dye my hair.haha...although very boring when waiting that ppl dye hair for me,i quite enjoying at there.
Now,my hair is in brown colour.haha...look nice??

i think it is better than before.hehe

A PROMISE

2009-01-17T17:08:00.004+08:00

Althought it is not very expensive...
But it represents something.....
Something that is important.....
Its a PROMISE....
A promise that i will be with her....
Be with her no matter what happened...
Be with her when she needs me...
~ENDLESS LOVE~

Happy day!

2009-01-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

haha...today so happy lo...today i din do anything wrong to her(i mean do things that she dun like).and thats y i am so happy today.Her mum come to find her today and i go to play basketball as i dunwn to disturb her "reunion" with her family.and when i go find her after her parents back,i still can have a vry nice dinner as her mum brings many food for us...hahahahaha!!!So happy with her!!

my video

2009-01-01T16:05:00.000+08:00